Happy New Year! (yes, I know it's September)

Thursday and Friday were Rosh Hashana so I was in shul for quite a while. I was sitting there in my dress clothes, looking up at the Rabbi, and trying to concentrate on the prayers but of course I couldn't. No matter how hard I tried I kept thinking about the (probably not Jewish) guy I like now. I just like him so much. I sit in class smiling at him and spend my free time thinking up conversations I'd like to have with him. I'm not really that shy around him, he really makes me laugh. I spend the 2 hours I was in shul thinking about a non-jewish boy when I should have been focusing on my mortal soul or something. If Jews believed in hell, that's probably where I'd be going...