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Oct. 29th, 2004 11:36 amLast night was the best night so far. I guess I already wrote about missing the psych experiment and him leaving for the quantitative skills center so I'll write about what happened next.
Ariel and I were taking IQ tests on my computer when he came back. He sat against the bed and I could feel his leg against mine. Ariel went to sleep and we looked at funny websites together (I know, we're nerds). It was actually really fun. I introduced him to something positive. He introduced me to happy tree friends (he has a dark side!). Later Jesse came back and kinda kicked us out.
We went to the Wesley lobby again and talked till 4am. This time he sat next to me on the couch. He got me talking about myself and was really pleased. He said the sweetest thing to me; we were talking about Judaism and the Holocaust came up. It had come up in conversation before and I had said I was desensitized to it because I had been exposed to it for so long. He brought that up and added that now he was re-sensitized to it because someone he "really liked" could have died if she was alive at that time.
By 4am I told him I needed to go to bed since I had a 9am class (his was cancelled- lucky!). Since it was so late I let him sleep over. I hate walking back to Wesley alone so It would be hypocritical of me to do that to him. He slept wrapped up in my mexico blanket. He looked so cute sprawled out on the floor! I kept wanting to look over at him but didn't want to be obvious. I woke up at 8 like always and he was still asleep. I woke him up and we talked for a while, it was really nice. I didn't want him to leave but I knew he had to. I really want to ask him out. He's coming to RHPS but just as friends.
Ariel and I were taking IQ tests on my computer when he came back. He sat against the bed and I could feel his leg against mine. Ariel went to sleep and we looked at funny websites together (I know, we're nerds). It was actually really fun. I introduced him to something positive. He introduced me to happy tree friends (he has a dark side!). Later Jesse came back and kinda kicked us out.
We went to the Wesley lobby again and talked till 4am. This time he sat next to me on the couch. He got me talking about myself and was really pleased. He said the sweetest thing to me; we were talking about Judaism and the Holocaust came up. It had come up in conversation before and I had said I was desensitized to it because I had been exposed to it for so long. He brought that up and added that now he was re-sensitized to it because someone he "really liked" could have died if she was alive at that time.
By 4am I told him I needed to go to bed since I had a 9am class (his was cancelled- lucky!). Since it was so late I let him sleep over. I hate walking back to Wesley alone so It would be hypocritical of me to do that to him. He slept wrapped up in my mexico blanket. He looked so cute sprawled out on the floor! I kept wanting to look over at him but didn't want to be obvious. I woke up at 8 like always and he was still asleep. I woke him up and we talked for a while, it was really nice. I didn't want him to leave but I knew he had to. I really want to ask him out. He's coming to RHPS but just as friends.
