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I spent last night with him again...and I mean ALL of last night. I went to his room at 8 to watch movies. At first I was the only one there but then other people showed up. We took a break from watching movies to go outside and see the eclipse. After taking a little walk we went back into Seaton (meanwhile Wesley had ANOTHER fire alarm!).

After some people left, Brooke, my crush, and I stayed outside his room and talked for an hour or two. Brooke went to bed and he and I continued to talk until we were asked to move. That was when I asked him to go on a walk with me. We did 3 laps around the college, talking the whole time. After our third lap we walked to Wesley and hung out in the lobby.

It's amazing how that boy can talk at length about anything! Turns out we have a lot in common- we're both afraid of spiders, love Marvel comics, we both write, are the oldest of 3 kids, and have never dated. He kinda let it slip that one of his brothers is the only one of the 3 siblings that's dated.

Then we went upstairs to my room. I got my 1/2 gallon of fermented cider and my "punk drawer" (as K'tanaw calls it) because he wanted to see my poison ring. We sat there in the hall at 3 in the morning, drinking fermented cider and talking. He drank his like a shot, it was the funniest thing cuz it came out of nowhere! He was looking through my "drawer" and I pulled out the jewlery I made. He sat there playing with it. I also showed him some of my favorite things (like my Hello Kitty black lipstick), he thought my stuff was cool. He told me I remind him of a girl he went to school with. Lol he thinks I'm "punk"! I love that nothing I say or do can scare him.

He asked me questions about myself- my classes, questions about Judaism, about my bracelets. I think this is a good sign. I asked him a lot about himself too. He's kinda sheltered but it's cute. So far he's asked me to explain hooking up, hookahs, and mosh pits. He really didn't like the concept of hooking up, I think he may want a real relationship. It's gotten to the point where he just makes a face when I say something he doesn't understans and I'm like "oh, it's ok" and explain. He looks a little embarassed whenever this happens. He also looked embarassed when I mentioned the tequila and comdoms I brought back from Mexico.

Ariel came out of her room and nearly did a double-take when she saw us sitting together. We all talked for another hour or two, then it was kind of agreed upon that he should leave even thought he was only "vaguely tired." Nieither of us wanted to leave. Finally I asked him if he wanted me to walk him to the door, he liked that idea. He thanked me twice for the night and hanging out with him. We joked at how much time we spend together. It was awkward when he left, it's hard to explain. I think maybe he wanted to hug me or something. After he left I talked with Ariel for another hour. I was finally in bed at 6am.

I was with him from 8pm till 5am!

When I saw him this morning he was wearing the same clothes he had on last night. I was telling this to Ariel and she told me he did eventually go to sleep. He also told her last night he slept the best he has in a long time.

Damn I want him...