more sleep-deprived realizations

[broken_soul6286]

I had trouble sleeping again last night. It didn't help that the idiots in my subdivision were setting off fireworks at 1am (I was very tempted to stick my head out my window and yell "What the fuck is wrong with you ppl?! It's almost August, stop with the damn fireworks!!"). Isn't there a law that you can't set off fireworks after a certain time? If not, there should be.

Anyway, while waiting for the fireworks to stop,I found myself thinking about the guy I like (again). I thought about my last entry and wondered why I'm letting myself get so worked up over him. I thought about our IM a couple days ago, it was nothing special. I just IMed him to say hi then he was telling me about his summer job when AOL crashed. Part of me wonders if I'm settin myself up to be hurt again. Guys I like never like me back and I haven't had the greatest luck asking them out (so far I'm 0 for 3 with 3 depressing, discouraging stories I could tell).

It's weird though because no matter how worried I get I still like him so much! Last night I was listening to the radio and a song came up I hadn't heard before. I grabbed a notebook and started furiously writing down the lyrics because they reminded me of him. This whole thing has me so confused, I hate crushes.

Comments

[6certain6death6.livejournal.com]

join the club.. crushes suck ass

[tabsfan001.livejournal.com]

there is a law against setting off fireworks at 1 am. It has to do with disturbing the peace and u could've called the cops on them if u wanted to. Now i wouldn't have cuz i disurb the peace a lot. I've actually set off fireworks really early in the morning before so it would have been hypocritical of me to call the cops.
As for the crush comment, i don't think crushes are that bad but i guess i would if they ever kept me up at night. i guess i haven't found anyone that would do that yet except for maybe tv characters.
~Tati

Yeah, I know how that goes

[(Anonymous)]

It's Ariel, and yes, I know how that goes. My mind goes one track when I start thinking about jeremy. It's weird though because no matter how worried I get I still like him so much! Amen. That's how I feel too. But whatever will be will be. And hopefully "will be" is what you want.
"w\Where ground is soft, most often grows, arise, arise, arouse, a rose! A rosy nose?" Jeremy Hillary Boob Ph'D (not the Jeremy I like)-The Beatles Yellow Submarine Movie